I got an email from school that says I'm eligible to join Phi Theta Kappa.

...Yay... I guess...

There's a bit on the application where I have to put the month and year I'm graduating from the school.

Maybe it's just me (or I'm feeling cynical), but I thought that was funny.

Graduation from a two year college? Who cares? I guess it's a big deal for some people. I just don't care much about life right now in general.

Keep imagining my dead body in various places. I've been thinking a lot about slow motion sequences that involve me getting hit by a car, or falling off something tall, or just being killed in various ways. I wouldn't say I'm actively suicidal (I mean c'mon... when am I ever, really), but the daydreaming is a little more frequent than usual.

I had a dream that I was being chased by some law enforcement people because sorcery had been outlawed by the government and it was 3320 AD. I ran with two women who were my sisters and we hid in houses and behind boxes. Eventually they were gone and it was just me trying to evade capture. I hid in my apartment, which seemed nicely furnished (I guess I had dedicated a lot of time to making it cozy), but they found me, so while they were in the house, I ran to the bathroom (which was sort of a sauna, with wooden benches instead of a bathtub/shower behind the glass door) and climbed out the window. My plan was to hang down from the ledge and drop to the window below me, and then jump from that one to the ground and make a run for it. This worked out fine, and I quickly made my way through some of the neighbors' yards and over their fences.

When I got over the last fence, I landed on the edge of a large green field. There was a playground in the middle of it in front of me, and several yards behind that was a single large apartment complex. I was in China, so the police couldn't arrest me there. I walked past the playground towards the building, but woke up before anything else happened.

I wonder if my chase dreams are going to come back...

Unlike your dreams, I never seem to know who is chasing me. And the nightmare always seems to end with everything getting dark and I begin to sufficate. It hasn't happened in a while. Hopefully it stays that way. Also hopefully your chasing dreams don't start to occur again.

re: I've wanted to study marine biology for more than half my life and I did take classes for it in high school, but then I just never went back afterwards. I'm excited to finally be going back. And thank you for the three cheers ^-^
» LostSoul13 on 2011-04-22 11:49:23

The idea of you in a sorority made me laugh.. because you don't seem to be that kind.

I have these chasing dreams quite often.. mainly something is chasing me. Made me wonder what am I running away from that has lodged itself in my subconscious.

Re: Yes, rice is fattening, especially white rice because it has a high content of sugar. Diabetics eat brown rice because it has less sugar in it but it is best if they don't eat rice at all
» Nuttz on 2011-04-23 06:43:45

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