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Here in the dark, I feel my heart
start beating at your pace
A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
―D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
―Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
―Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories — if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
―The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

“The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road.”
― Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita






TICoSME
Musicalities!
Kill that boredom!
Binder Paper Comics

Web Comics and Such
A Distant Soil (Some nudity)
The Adventures of Dr. McNinja
The Adventures of Gyno-Star (Some explicit stuff)
Aquapunk
Axe Cop
Basic Instructions
Bear Nuts
Beeserker

Blue Milk Special
Bobbins
Broodhollow
Bug
Buttersafe
Camp Weedonwantcha
Chainsawsuit
ChannelATE
Cigarro & Cerveja
Conspiracy Friends!
Crunchy Bunches

Curia Regis
Cyanide and Happiness
dead winter (has some explicit stuff)
Devilbear: The Grimoires of Bearalzebub (PG-13?)
Diesel Sweeties
Distillum
DUBBLEBABY
Dumm Comics
Eat That Toast!
Ectopiary (Some nudity)
E-merl.com
Edmund Finney's Quest to Find the Meaning of Life
The End
Evil Diva
Evil Inc.
Existential Comics
The Fancy Adventures of Jack Cannon
For Lack of a Better Comic
Forming (Explicit)

Girls with Slingshots (some explicit stuff...?)
Mirror
Hark! A Vagrant
Head Doctor Productions
Hello with Cheese
Hollow Mountain
IDK Comics
Inscribing Ardi
The Intrepid Girlbot
JBabb Comics
The Last Halloween
Last Train to Old Town
L.A.W.L.S.
The League of Evil Genius

Legend of Bill
Living With Insanity (some nudity)
Love Me Nice
Married to the Sea
Meaty Yogurt
Medium Large
The Meek
Metacarpolis
Monsterhood
Monsterkind
The Moon Prince
Moon Town
Moth (Some nudity)
Mr. Lovenstein
Muddlers Beat

Natalie Dee
Nedroid
The Non-Adventures of Wonderella
Optipess
Out There
Phuzzy Comics
P.I. Jane
Political Cartoonists Index
Poorly Drawn Lines
Powernap
Red Meat
Rice Boy
Robbie and Bobby
Rosscott, Inc.
Safely Endangered
Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal
Savage Chickens
Scenes from a Multiverse
The Secret Knots
Serenity Rose
Stand Still. Stay Silent
Stinking Hellebore
Strong Female Protagonist
Subnormality
The Super Fogeys
Tales of Pylea
Three Word Phrase (some nudity)
Tiny Kitten Teeth
Toothpaste for Dinner
Trying Human (Some nudity)
Two Guys and Guy
Mirror

Witchy
xkcd
Yellow Peril (PG-13)

Infrequently/No Longer Updating Web Comics
The Abominable Charles Christopher
The Adventures of Ellie Connelly
American Hell
Bag of Toast
Bear in Mind
Bobwhite
The Book of Biff
Brat-halla
Brightest
Bullfinch
Chain Bear (Some explicit stuff)
Daisy is Dead
Dream Life
Edemia
A Fine Example
Finn and Charlie are HITCHED
Floodmud
Freaks!

Green Wake
Gun Show
Helpful Figures
Intragalactic
Kyle & Atticus
Lesbian Pirates from Outer Space
Letters to a Wild Boar
Lovecraft is Missing

Manta-man
Meat and Plastic
Minimalism Sucks
Mis-
Moe
The Nerds of Paradise
Nimona
No Reason Comics
Odd-Fish
One Swoop Fell
Owen's Uncles
Patches
Pictures for Sad Children
Raymondo Person
A Redtail's Dream

Riotfish
Roy's Boys (PG 13?)
Run Freak Run
Saint's Way
Shortpacked!
Sin Titulo
Snowflakes
Split Lip
Spooky Doofus
SubCulture
Super Buzzkill
The Super Gay Adventures of Ross Boston
Thermohalia
Troubletown
Ugly Girl
YU + ME
2815 Monument

Pure Flash Awesomeness
Aardvardkbutter.com
Angry Alien
Die Anstalt : Toy Psychiatry
The Frown
Hoogerbrugge

Other
Bogleech
Clients from Hell
Brian Despain
Creatures in My Head
Damn You Auto Correct!
Eat Liver
Jhonen Vasquez's site
Overheard in New York
Passive Aggressive Notes
Submarinechannel.com
Superdickery
UHpinions
Whirled
Looky here
free counters
So lucky
Friday, August 26, 2016

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Year in review
Thursday, August 25, 2016
It seems like so much has changed in the past year.

I was hitting the gym like crazy for awhile, but that's slowed down now. A lot of the classes I was taking regularly got removed from the schedule, and a number of the gym instructors left, so that kinda messed up my routine. :T

Got into a car accident that gave me severe anxiety over being in cars for awhile. Even though I'm pretty much past the anxiety now, I do still get tiny fears that I'll lose control of the vehicle when I'm driving. That really spices up your commute, lemme tell ya. My perspective on the stability of my security and safety has been affected by that, but overall I think things are okay.

I feel... pretty much over my breakup from a year ago (it's been a year ago today, actually). It took a long time (felt like forever, honestly) to move past all the resentment and bitterness, and I think there's still some hurt left over, but things feel better. The car accident helped shock it out of my system, I'm pretty sure.

Lost (maybe that's not the right word, though) a friendship back in... October, back when I was still dealing with a lot of negative feelings and stress about the breakup. I didn't really write about it here, but it was an... ordeal... that lasted for a few months even after I stopped responding to the other person. I just didn't feel like I was in a place to handle it well at the time, because I didn't have the emotional resources to talk to that person the way they wanted. It was super draining and too much for me at the time. I wish things had worked out better than they did, because I don't hate that person, but I think it wasn't healthy for either of us at the time to keep going with it. I'm not sure if we'll ever be friends again in the future. I wouldn't be opposed to it at all, but from the little I know, it seems like the person might be moving on with their life, and I don't want to interfere with that or their potential growth.

Annnnnd of course, I made a new friend. I may have mentioned him a few times here. :P I think he is, without a doubt, the best thing to happen to me this year. He's coming to see me tomorrow, and then we're going to spend a few days hanging out with my friends and going to Burning Man.

In a few weeks, we're driving up to move me into my new apartment, and the next two years of my life are gonna start. I have no way of knowing how things will go, but I feel pretty optimistic, and I have some wonderful, loving people in my life who make me feel hopeful about the future. :)

The lyrics of this song have no relevance to anything in my life currently, but her voice is so beautiful and it gives me chills.

"Concrete Wall" by Zee Avi.

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EVENTS!
Thursday, August 18, 2016
"So Sad, So Sad" by Varsity.

Trying to be a perfect circle
Neat, just like I take my drinks
A crumb upon my plate leads to a week of crying streaks


Have been listening to this song a lot tonight.

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In super super super insanely awesome news, my coolest-of-the-cool friend Henry contacted me tonight to thank me for being the only one to like his Facebook post, and then asked if I would like to buy his Burning Man Tickets. I told J, and J was very down for it if I was, and, well, I'm a bit apprehensive about it, but it also sounds like it's an amazing experience, so I said yes, and J bought the tickets for us.

So... I'M GOING TO BURNING MAN!! But more than that, I'M GOING TO BURNING MAN WITH J!! I think about 30% of my excitement over this is the event itself, at 70% is over going with him. @.@

These past few months have just been full of incredible surprises. I feel like my life is so different now than it was before, but in really nice ways.

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wat is love????
Monday, August 15, 2016
Gym time today: 3 hours and change

Same ol' Monday schedule. Mat Pilates, Cycle Fusion, and CSI. I also ran 3/4 of a mile after CSI, at a 7:41 minute mile pace. Maybe I could have done the whole mile, but I was pretty tired from my three classes, and I wanted to go home and eat dinner. I didn't get a sneeze attack this time, so that was pretty good. Makes me feel significantly less hesitant to start running again. My gym membership expires at the end of this month though, so... if I run, I guess it'll have to be outside. :S

I started writing my piece for writing group today. The meeting is on Saturday morning, so hopefully I'll have it done by then. I have a feeling this is going to take me awhile. Our prompt is to write a romance, which is basically the opposite of everything I ever write. I think that if I had to, I could write about people who already love each other, but I don't know how to write about people falling in love. It's not a subject I have that much experience with, and the experience I do have probably isn't... super typical. I'm not sure I'd want to write a romance based on my experiences, anyway.

I've never had too much of an idea of what goes into a romance, but I guess I tend to imagine it as being a situation where two people feel some kind of very strong connection to each other. An irresistible, fate-like attraction. Probably dominated by passions and emotions. Dumb things I don't want to write about! But I'm trying. The romance novels I've flipped through in bookstores (to laugh at >.>) have always seemed kind of trashy and ridiculous, and... full of sex scenes. I guess that's maybe the point, though. Fantasy material for middle aged housewives and that kind of thing. I'm not particularly enamored with the idea of some Fabio-esque muscular dude on a horse whisking me away to who-knows-where to engage in SORDID ACTIVITIES with reckless abandon, so I don't think I'm in the target audience for these books.

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Some visual highlights from my trip [2P]
Sunday, August 14, 2016
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Same question
Sunday, August 14, 2016
[08/14/2016 2:16 AM] J: what did i do to deserve you liking me T-T
[08/14/2016 2:16 AM] Me: I feel like I should just copypaste that, because I wonder it constantly XD

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Doop-Doop Octobooty III M.D. [2P]
Sunday, August 7, 2016
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Too much to cover everything [6P]
Wednesday, August 3, 2016
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